You thought I just lured you in with Duran Duran or Lana Del Rey tunes, didn't you? Well, you're partly correct. Okay put in a pin in that for a quick minute. I ran into a friend today, and this blog post was born.
Remember playing Pac-Man as a kid? You're basically just in a mad frenzy to run through a maze escaping ghosts and trying to find nutrients along the way (and only those with great hand-eye joy-stick coordination survive)? Maybe this is a great allegory for Christianity. We are born into the Ordinary World, and as the Duran Duran lyrics promise: "And, as I try to make my way to an ordinary world, I will learn to survive."
But, on a spiritual realm we figure out quickly the Ordinary World we see with our eyes is also a land of "Gods and Monsters" (Thank you Lana Del Rey for that very catchy tune). And, by "gods and monsters," I mean angels and demons. If you do not believe you're walking the Earth daily among angels and demons, that's totally okay. You can still read on, and we can agree to disagree and still be friends...
Angels are prevalent and I know because I've encountered many, though I've not seen them physically with my eyes. The mere fact that I should have been dead over and over in my life is the first clue. But, not only can angels help you, they can deter you. And by "deter," I realize that word denotes harm sometimes. But, angels will actually hold you back from something or someone harmful to your spiritual journey. The best explanation I've got for "Guardian Angels" is: Imagine if you will, you're sitting out in a park under a huge Oak tree eating a pimento cheese sandwich, when suddenly a mad man comes at you with a gun. Your angel would be like Arnold Schwarzenegger standing behind you with a light so bright that only the mad man could see it and run away back into the darkness. So, those are the angels in a nutshell.
Devils can't be seen either but they require a host. Usually, they use a human body for their vessel. So ipso facto you can kinda see them. Hollywood made many movies about Exorcisms which can scare the heck out of anyone, as it should since evil is very real. But, like the media, Hollywood always over sensationalizes and messes it up, right? Anyways, when a body is demon possessed, that person hates anyone with the light that can and will expose their darkness.
So, how can a mortal, like me, fight off a demon I can't even see, you might be asking right now? And what if the demon is inside me? Okay, time for an anecdote (or three):
I was in a women's Bible study and the lady who was leading the group invited me out for lunch one day. She was an older black woman, very wise and extremely caring and kind. I felt like every time she looked at me, she could see into my eyes and know I was very lost. She was talking to me about my faith and my spiritual journey. I told her that my path was quite different from most of my coworkers and friends. I had never married or had children (which was highly faux pas for a Sourthern lady at my age). And, it prompted her to open up to me about her marriage and her children. She explained that her husband was not a believer and that he battled demons. As I sat there listening to her, and this was several years ago, I guess it didn't mean anything to me at the time...the demon talk. The phrase "he/she has his or her demons" was so cliche to me and sounded like a romanticized way of saying someone couldn't get their shit together. But, now I know the phrase is not metaphorical but real/literal.
Anyways, she went on to share that one day her husband came up to her as she was getting ready for church. Apparently it upset him that she got up to attend church on Sunday mornings. She recounted that as she turned around she saw this demonic look in his face he took his fist up in the air intending to hit her in the face (which he had done before). She held up her hand in defense and spoke: "In the name of the Holy Spirit, I rebuke you!" And, she said the demonic look just vanished and he lowered his fist and just walked away. I admire this woman in many ways, mainly for her strong faith. I've not met many women in my lifetime with a faith as strong as hers. But, her loyalty to someone who is abusive? I can't say I would have stayed in that marriage like that. Yet, I didn't feel it my place, having never experienced marriage, to interject and suggest she separate until he sought counseling, just for her own safety. On a side note her: I feel like domestic abuse in the church is so prevalent in the South> I've spoken with more than a few women who were in marriages where they were beaten and were taught to be submissive and stick it out through abusive marriages because divorce is bad. The problem is not everyone is so lucky, and often times these domestic abuses can end fatally.
Another anecdote, as I love a good story. I hope you do too! My mom can't swim. She's been to the YMCA for several swimming lessons, and they just didn't take because of her extreme phobia of drowning. Admittedly, she will tell how her father, my Papa, would take his kids down to the watering hole so they could witness dead bodies pulled out of the local swimming holes and that trauma stuck with her. Her father was just trying to make sure his kids didn't drown, but in doing so, he instilled a fear that runs deep. My mom's family was in the nursery and landscaping business. So she was probably about 15 or 16 years old when all the work-hands went for lunch. She was at a mansion where they were all landscaping. She was just walking and she felt her entire body freeze (like a paralysis) and she looked down to see she was at the edge of the deep end of the pool. She would have surely drowned since no one was there to rescue her and her fear would have taken over.
Lastly, my very first blog post, I recounted about a near death experience just this year while hiking alone. I had scaled down the mountain thinking I was on the right path only to come to a dead end and to look up and see the vastness of the mountain. I was very lost and scared...and alone! I will never forget that feeling of fear. My palms sweated profusely, I felt weak, I was clutching haphazardly to loose rocks. I yelled, "HELLLLLP, SOMEBODY, PLEASE!" And, all you could hear was my echo. And, then I remembered, as if someone planted it in my ear: "fear and love cannot coincide." They cannot simultaneously exist. You either lead with fear or you lead with love. And, from that moment that I decided I would not be a victim of fear, this warmness entered me. And, it was already super hot that day as I hugged the side of the mountain baking in the afternoon sun. But, I climbed up to where I had made the wrong turn and ran into a lovely group of women and their little girls out hiking on Mother's Day weekend. And, suddenly, with the most severe cotton mouth in the world, I could laugh about the whole encounter. (On a sad note: due to COVID and everything fun being banned, more and more people have gone into the Great Outdoors to the Flat Irons and other technical hikes in the Rockies. Consequently there have been several deaths from people stepping off cliffs or going the wrong way. They do NOT believe in trail blazing around these parts. So this is my PSA to please respect and be mindful of Mother Nature.)
Summation to the Jury: When the Holy Spirit is inside of us: It protects, encourages, and uplifts...it leads with love. When the demon is inside us: it hinders, destroys, creates fear and anxiety. And, that is the spiritual realm that parallels our Ordinary World. The "Gods and Monsters"...
Thank you for reading and have a great night.